Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Monster Me



p/s: think my lil brother will sure wants to buy me with this cute evil shirt. gaga.

I think I’m a monster. There’s monster that has transposed his/her existence to my entire character. I find it totally weird by saying this but this is the fact truth. Regardless on what has happening in my family – I got to say that I’m sick, sort of hysterically intolerant to my siblings, especially to the youngest ones. I’d always treated him bad – like he has done on earth an incredible mistake that he can just forget the forgiveness from me. Has this unconditional driven behavior sounds ever happen in your life, somebody’s in your family? Might considerably be. But only to some psychopaths unsub like me, I guess.

Whatever your point of statements is, I appreciated it. I mean, heck I don’t really care about it man! I sincerely think I can overcome that improper behavior like I’d mentioned but again, (there’s surely lots more I don’t intended to tell!) it’s the matter of time. But if I really want to solve it then I MUST seriously starts to find ways on how am I going to manage/dissolve kind of problem I suffered.

How does it feel to be like trapped in your own created world?

Monday, September 3, 2007

Laws & Statues



it clearly knows that i am never interested inlearning i mean like to digging in darn details about laws or whatever things involving with it. Laws was undoubtedly been practising like from past several decades and there's thousand proofs also that been shown in portraying how important the law is. but in order to keeps the right track throughout the life of a man it was rather hard to works/prove on what's actually right thing instead of just saying what is right/wrong . so that's the major function of having law in our life i guess.

i'm currently doing the episodic synopsis of 17-20 of Rashid & Co whish is then i think was the toughest episodes/part of this drama series. Richard has stressed out to do some environmental/illegal logging case throughout these (4) continuous episodes. i'm working on it now and so i do, really do hope Richard & Sharlyza would like the idea as i've dicussed this interesting case together with Kak Liza (my ED)

Associating Your Thoughts

FYI i'm the one who just loved to put up likely an illustration initially before i started writing on my blog. the reason i'm doing this is just because i myself considered it(that paricular random picked illustration) as the picture of my sincere expression. i realized it does not necessarily fits into real situation but let just leave it that way - my way of associating graphic with thoughts. duh! what did i had blurbed about...? nvm i'm about to starts working on my job as usual, so later!

Saturday, September 1, 2007

A Complete Unfairness Part I



It's Saturday night and hell yeah..i'm just done watch Project Runway Malaysia nearly 11p.m at this nite. all i can say is pathetic. i'm kind of shocked and dramatically suprised to see it was Nurita Harith who finally has to goes off this week. i think all the loyal viewers and left designers would definitely thought the same as mine.

truth is again, i'm not as stupidly holds a prejudice sense against Mumtaz(which is the one who've still managed to be lived in this competition after some series of tragic The-Worst-Two more than 5 times, i guess!)i'm neither fan of Nurita Harith but i do think she has a very attitude sense in fashion yet it's too early to see that she has already out of this intense competition. it was hurts to Nurita itself, for sure because she had to lose her future precious chance over duh Mumtaz..but yeah I know the journey of Nurita Harith in becoming next big Malaysia fashion designer would not simply just fade away though we no longer sees her in Project Runway Malaysia TV screen. all in all i wish Nurita a very best of luck in her future designs ahead. anyways, i'm waiting to see her aesthetic designs efforts someday then.

tomorrow is sure NO wasted-playing time after i've been just lazying all around today. dear God, please grant me with the WILL, DETERMINATION and SPIRIT as i need to finish my wholesome R&Co scripts. erghh!!

Friday, August 31, 2007

National Day



Happy 50th of Malaysia Independent Day!!

Thursday, August 30, 2007

Dusk and Summer (Stolen)





Stolen by Dashboard Confessional

You watch the season pull up its own stage
And catch the last weekend
Of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced
Another sun soaked season
Fades away

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

Invitation only, grand farewells
Crash the best one
Of the best ones
Clear liqour and
Cloudy eye
Too early to say goodnight

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

And from the bottle flow, we are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams are sure
And we all will sleep well
We'll sleep well

You have stolen
You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart

I watch you spin around
In the highest heels
You are the best one
Of the best ones
We all look like we feel

You have stolen my
You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart

Help Me Doing This Illegal Logging Case, Please!



p/s: this above illustration is only half part related to my current task.

the heading line would finely turns to a funniest joke of the year - i guess! because i just don't get it..but yes it was, i'm currently strived to understands laws and statues kind of things. i'm totally aware to the fact it might sounds like a circle of new learning to me but somehow or rather again i'm no mood in doing it. but man..i really have to do this. tomorrow is a holiday; Malaysia 50th Independent Day means we got a special weekend of 3 days..well2

got to see you again late this day but as for now i need to rush with these bundle of things!!later!