My Other Addiction Is Matthew Gray Gubler

Love Gube! He's super intelectually hot & sexy!! definitely as Dr Spencer Reid in awesome series of Criminal Minds..

Matthew Gray Gubler was born on March 9, 1980 in Las Vegas, Nevada. Aside from being an actor, he is also a director, sketch artist and a former fashion model. His 6"1 stance landed him a spot with DNA Model Management, Tommy Hilfiger and many fashion designers. Apparently, his youth did not become a hindrance for him to direct such projects like The Cactus That Looked Just Like a Man, Matthew Gray Gubler's Life Aquatic Intern, and Dead or Retarded. Presently, he is part of the television show Criminal Minds where he plays Spencer Reid.

Special Agent Spencer Reid is amazingly brilliant. He graduated high school at the age of 12 and acquired a triple PhD at the age of 25. He usually helps the team by working on statistics and spotting complex patterns. He also serves as the group's handwriting analyst.

Criminal Minds 2 : Revelations

Glad to say that I managed to finish both Part I & II of Criminal Minds 2 for the Revelations episode. It was totally exhilarating to see each moment of suspension, the unconditional behavior, a determined psychopath as well my very own Dr Spencer Reid and his team struggled to meet the heartless of 3 split personality killer – Raphael/Tobias/his father vision of ‘cleaning up’ the Sinners (those who’ve previously been murdered).

This continuous 2 episodes has successfully linked audiences’ mind-reading character as well the edge flow of the whole storyline. I really loved everything about this series – the characters, the evils, the issue and of course Matthew Gray Gubler!

Look forward to see the next magic episode of it.

See you on Monday 8TV at 9.30 PM!

This series is totally tubular. wink.

A Complete Unfairness Part II

Tonight is gonna be PRM whichever episode I could not remember. But this time would be totally different to me because Jezmine has no longer in this tough and inconsistent kind of type of competition I guess. I think most viewers would have to agree with me because Jezmine is really talented and her quirkiness is different than just other upcoming designers to-be reviewed. What I must say is, this quite true that PRM is about to lose its charmed since the 2 huge potential designers like Nurita & Jezmine were already out more earlier than they are supposed to which again I think is totally unfair and unaccepted. But as what does the so-called CANDIDATE of high fashion designer‘s Fitri said, “what to do, it’s fated, so move ahead” yeah, correct, but with my gut for tonight show, I believe Fitri could be the next nominated bottom 2 of Worst Designer. I might sound bitch but there’s no surprise if such thing happens – I bet and can’t wait to see the drama. (Dear God – please let go off Fitri’s good fate tonite..hahaha – I don’t care if I am the evil, who would then. God please!)

A Punk Rocker Chef Michael Wray

CHEF MICHAEL WRAY
Winner of Fox Televisions"
'HELL'S KITCHEN'
by Ginger Coyote

Chef Michael Wray with wife Lola

I was lucky enough to have the chance to catch up with Chef Michael Wray winner of Fox Television’s “Hell’s Kitchen”. Michael is a way cool guy who loves his wife Lola and is ecstatic over his victory. Since winning in October of 2004 he has not changed his attitude or lifestyle. No mansion in the Hollywood Hills or a Porsche. He lives in a modest apartment and drives a black pickup truck, good for getting to Burning Man.

He went into the competition with a goal to win. He wanted to be able to fulfill his dreams of starting a family and to be a respected Chef with his own Restaurant. He played the game with skill and integrity. We at Punk Globe applaud his ethics and talent. The Grand Finale show of “Hell’s Kitchen” rated #7 in the Nielson Ratings. Not to shabby. The show was a hit! The following interview took place in the courtyard of Michael and Lola’s Hollywood apartment.

1-Punk Globe: Congratulations on your victory Chef Michael on Hell’s Kitchen. You rawked! Can you give the Punk Globe readers some background on yourself?

Chef Michael: When I was young going to school, I swear to God, there were only two or three punks and skaters in the small town in Colorado where I came from. My hometown has about 100 people in it. We were always looked down upon. So as soon as I turned 16 I moved out of the house, dropped out of high school and got a job washing dishes in a restaurant. The Chef would come up, he would have some punk rock playing and he would put some knives in my hands, here’s a joint. We would be listening to Operation Ivy. I smoked cigarettes and worked really hard, worked late and I was hooked every since then about being in the kitchen.



2-Punk Globe: So you have been working in the kitchen since you were 16 years old? That is amazing! But when one finds their passion- there is no stopping you.

Chef Michael: Yeah I dropped out of school when I was 16, I had ADD….. a Mohawk and rode a Skateboard. People didn’t like that; I was so shunned upon in that small town. I knew I had to get the fuck out of there and live in the city. My advice to anyone who is young and in a similar situation as I was in. "NEVER GIVE UP YOUR DREAM.... YOU CAN AND WILL MAKE IT.. LOOK AT ME, I AM PROOF OF THAT!"

3-Punk Globe: And this was in the 90’s right? Just shows how narrow-minded people in small towns still can be. I came from a tiny town in Iowa and felt the exact same way. I could not get out of there fast enough!

Chef Michael: Yeah it was 1992 or 93 I dropped out of high school. I didn’t have any support- no one cared. I was from some hick town. I was destine for a big city and cooking came naturally for me. I just followed my dream. I have been in LA for eight years. I met Lola after being here for 3 months we got engaged and we have been married for 4 years.




4-Punk Globe: You had a lot of Punks rooting for you!

Chef Michael: There is not a real good representation of punks in this business out there. Because I think a lot of the chefs who work in our industry are old fat stuffy men. We are not all like that. It is nice to see some representation and I was happy to represent my people!

5-Punk Globe: That is what makes “Hell’s Kitchen “ above all the other shows of its genre. They allowed you - a Punk Rocker covered in ink to compete and best of all win the competition. I really think you have a Guinness Book Record -THE FIRST PUNK ROCKER TO EVER WIN SUCH A HIGH PROFILE COMPETITION. You also will always be the first winner of "Hell's Kitchen" and that holds alot of prestige.

Chef Michael: To be on a show with Gordon Ramsay and to win. It was great! I have always had to work twice as hard as the others to get respect. As soon as they look at me they always have this pre- disposed idea of how I am going to be. I’ve always had to work extra hard but I do think it paid off in the long run.

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and the rest is the whole interviews arranged by Ginger Coyote. Like she said - Chef Michael is way super cool, talented & a true lover to his beloved wife Lola. They have just got a new baby named Trixie GoGo Wray. How cool! you know what? I really wish I could have a future soul mate potentially like his - the fact is I would never ever going to have one. Far from my sweetest dream I guess, haha.

p/s: for anyone who still clueless by who chef Michael Wray is - he is the Winner of Season 1 Hell's Kitchen

for more info about this punk rocker chef, check these sites at skullandcleavers.com, punkglobe.com, & prickmag.com

Sandy's Song

9.30 p.m last night I watched Ghost Whisperer starring Jennifer Love Hewitt and I was so touched with the whole episode's rhyme. My straight point was this - where can I get the song sang by Brandon(a character's name played by some cool guy in a created band name Crimson Dove) I really like the song so much! It's rock and have one of a very beautiful lyrics in it! I think the story went as expected as usual, it was never critically suspense such in Criminal Minds but had to agreed that Melinda Gordon is such a a great helper in way she helping out the lives and the deads.

Christina “Formally Pregnant” Aguilera

This is funny. I got this term on behalf of one publicized comment on Superficial. I don’t give shit on whatever he/she is intend to do about but I’ve to agree with the supidoo Paris Hilton that Christina Aguilera pregnant-mommy looks fabulous on her dress during 59th Annual Primetime Emmy Awards . I noticed that there’s Christina tendency of wearing some more of things looks rather like lingerie stuff or corset or whatever that looks sexually-intense but the fact she’s stunning and the ribbon motive is definitely matching out with her entire looks. Well done! And to be honest, I’ve always have the gut to say that against all odds – Britney Jane Spears can never better over Christina Maria Aguilera. That's not superficial. That's an absolute fact.

Lets have a look..










p/s: Christina Maria Aguilera is currently No 1 beautiful pregnant woman in the world!

Christina Ricci Is Not Alien

Hey peeps, look at these some gorgeous posse of Christina Ricci at Women’s Guild 50th Anniversary Gala. Some jealousy said she’s rather looks alienated but I personally think she’s finally grown out - she looks gorgeous and sweet. C'mon, every one of us has done our wrongs, so did Christina Ricci. So there’s no point saying these are not good or these are either better. We need some times to stop criticizing. Let’s live our life and have thoughts on something more thrilled and way important for the sake of human being. Way to go girl!






p/s: Would love to hear more from Christina Ricci. She's got taste and have faith in whatever she's pursuing.

Fasting Season

Helloo -

Today's officially the first day of a fasting month. soon after this fasting season there will Raya Fest come along! hihi..feels like i'm a kid by saying all these. but yeah, there's a kid in everybody's heart so let just admit it man..

I woke up as early at 4.45 a.m this morning to get my stomach or as suppose to said -an energy my body could require for the whole day of working day. so there it is, i have just ate fried maggi but honest i don't really feel like i want to eat something. my point of thinking is this - fried maggi is one of my laziness fav dish-to-prepared yet i hardly can finish the only small plate of it.

It's really weird to me to take on with the situation but then no big deal, i had forced myself to let the food get into my mouth so that I can just stop thinking the day/at the peak of the day of like "hey! i haven't eat any this morning, so i feels really forceful to continue with the fasting-doing.." then the stupid request to myself may sounds like "can I just go get eat/drink something because i really could not stand with this tortured session anymore..please.." - hey, that's unforgiven, i mean stop pretending of any stupid things your mind could created on and so to be potrayed bullshits in the eyes of any more self-control inhabitants. Am i right?

Tickle Test : Which Prom Dress Is Right for Me?

Janet, you need a dress that makes you a Wild Child!


With your free spirit and tendency to buck convention, some people might be surprised that you're interested in prom at all. But you're all about new experiences and checking another one off the list. A milestone like prom appeals to your try-anything-once nature. That's why the dress you choose will probably be unlike anything else there.

Whether your stylish sensibilities steer you toward a saucy vintage number, a hand-made bohemian robe, or a one-of-a-kind from a hip, new designer, you'll choose something that makes you feel unique and unconventional. Standing out from the crowd is your MO, even if that includes bending (or breaking) a few fashion rules now and again. Stir it up!

p/s: i knew it..

Tickle Test : What Is My Style Profile?

If we asked your friends, they might tell us you cringe at the word, "fashion." Rarely one to follow trends (unless, of course, they suit your fancy), your look is truly individual and a genuine extension of your personality.

Even when you're running errands, there's something distinctive in your look: maybe vintage sneakers or a wildly printed T. You tend to be someone who likes to have fun with her clothes, and your sense of style usually merits a second look.

Tickle Test : What Fashion Decade Is Most Me?

Janet, your closet's inspired by the Moment!


You're a fashion-forward girl who is not just up on the latest trends — you're very likely setting them. Whether you're rocking a '60s babydoll dress or an '80s skinny tie, you know how to mix and match like nobody's business. You always manage to make a look that's thoroughly modern and thoroughly you.

Whether your style runs funky or chic, you're a natural leader who knows confidence is a look that never goes out of style. So whatever look you'll be rocking next — even a daring pair of cuffed shorts — you're sure to be leading the pack. With your creativity and cool, we can't wait to see what you'll come up with next. Awesome!

p/s: yeah. my style is most influenced by the 80's - skinny ties, skinny jeans.

Tickle Test : What My Hairstyle Says About Me?

You refuse to buy into trends and would much rather wear a one-of-a-kind creation than something purchased at a mall. Blech. When it comes down to it, you break the style rules and love being unique. Your individuality has probably produced many unconventional hairstyles, whether or not you've dared to bear the shortest, spikiest hair or the shaggiest mullet in town. No matter what, you adore being edgy, so take control and give your hair a new twist — bang-accenting highlights or a wild new cut. Being an individual is always hot.

p/s: edgy.

Tickle Test : What Design Fits Me?

Janet, the right design for you shows off your Eye for Trends!


Hey, trendsetter. You're quite the hip and happenin' one. With your tastes for telling what's hot and what's not, you're on the cutting edge. And what better way to keep showing off your fashionable ways than by making sure your room says as much about you as the style that precedes you?

To make your room the casa of cool, go for accessories and touches that are edgy and stylish like you. Look to a multi shag rug, pretty bohemian striped pillows, a sari bedding set, a color block rug, or a willow hamper to complete your look. A room that reveals the true you is as cool as it gets. So get decorating!

In life you can make your own decisions or let other people make those decisions for you. Being Above The Influence is about staying true to yourself, and not letting people pressure you into being less than you. So be yourself. Or be something less. It's your call.

Tickle Test : What Is My True Color?

Janet, your true color is Black!



Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.

Tickle Test : What Is My True Talent?

Janet, your true talent is numerical ability!


You're great with numbers, whether you enjoy math or not. Your results show that you're not only good at calculations, you are much better than most people at understanding how to use numbers to your advantage.

How do we know that's your true talent? While you were taking the test, we calculated your responses to each test question and rated your skills in 5 areas. You scored highest on numerical ability.

People like you manage their personal finances with ease. In the work world, your numeric skill can help you in a variety of ways. Because so many other people have trouble understanding numbers and figures, you really have an opportunity to shine and use this talent to your advantage.

And that's just a small part of what we know about you from your test results. You also have other hidden talents that can have a dramatic effect on your career, your life and how other people see you.

Disastrous, almost.

Its coming to an evening and I’m about to write the episodic synopsis for episode 17-20 R & Co. I’m actually somewhat tired of thinking any creative ideas yet I’m done nothing for my questionnaires – it’s really terrible and knock me out man..seriously. Now I’m scared and frighten almost to death in every each minute I got to think about my unfinished work. The advisor must be totally+total angrier with my so-called cool attitude in procrastinating something!! This is a real crazy, HELPPPP!!

Tomorrow is a weekend (holiday) yet I still got long list of works to do! how pathetic..

Tickle Test : Which Brain Type Is Me?

Janet, you are Balanced-brained!



That means you are able to draw on the strengths of both the right and left hemispheres of your brain, depending upon a given situation.

When you need to explain a complicated process to someone, or plan a detailed vacation, the left hemisphere of your brain, which is responsible for your ability to solve problems logically, might kick in. But if you were critiquing an art opening or coming up with an original way to file papers, the right side of your brain, which is responsible for noticing subtle details in things, might take over.

While many people have clearly dominant left- or right-brained tendencies, you are able to draw on skills from both hemispheres of your brain. This rare combination makes you a very creative and flexible thinker.

The down side to being balanced-brained is that you may sometimes feel paralyzed by indecision when the two hemispheres of your brain are competing to solve a problem in their own unique ways.

p/s: truth to be told, i'd always/often experienced these kind of brainy down side when I have to solve like complicated/critical/unconditional/etc problematic decision. so this Tickle test are just true in telling me the behavior direction of what I'm pursuing/involving. Honestly, I'm kind of suprised to see that I'd actually possessed this rare combination. well2.

Picturesque Views and Moment

These are all what we are been gifted and we (everyone) should be very thankful and grateful to 'Who' that has created each of this unique element hence an Earth to be one most beautiful thing/planet in this entire universe.

p/s: Thanks to Azy, one of my beloved friend which she has agreed to give some of her personal photos to be shared here with me in my blog.

Unknown Outcome

What does the above statement means? There’s a lot of expected inaccuracy that might happen if I yet prepare my final set of questionnaires – I don’t have any at the moment I mean the worse is I don’t even starts working on it. Shit. Fuck. What am I supposed to do man?! Today’s Sept 6th and that nearly close to the mid of this month. My final VIVA is on Oct 10 which I’m now scared to the death in the way preparing those requirement of my thesis. I’m even yet do the SPSS thingy as I have to work simultaneously on both thesis and a script which has successfully sort of knocked me out. Duh. Which’s however has not yet happen but no worries, if I just stay stoned in this thing, then the real terrible nightmares may promptly jots in my own personal life. Just imagine it. Sure. So please get work on those left works, Janet!! Do something or you’ll be dead.

R & Co Episode 13

I did waiting like a whole day of yesterday for an e-mail of Episode 13 scene breakdown from Sharlyza (Astro's Content Manager) and i had just got it later in the evening when that's like around 6.45 p.m. the intend was i should be starts writing the script by the day yesterday because basically i needed 2 days of completing a compile of script in hand so this just late. bit late for 1 day advance right, but does not matter i will really do the real script today and so there's no such thing like excuse as i do have to finish 13 and will starts with 14 by latest tomorrow morning. so got to work everybody.

Who Is Emily Dickinson?

Emily Dickinson (1830-1886) was born in Amherst, Massachusetts, to a family well known for educational and political activity. Her father, an orthodox Calvinist, was a lawyer and treasurer of the local college. He also served in Congress. Dickinson's mother, whose name was also Emily, was a cold, religious, hard-working housewife, who suffered from depression. Her relationship with her daughter was distant. Later Dickinson wrote in a letter, that she never had a mother.

Dickinson was educated at Amherst Academy (1834-47) and Mount Holyoke Female Seminary (1847-48). Around 1850 she started to compose poems - "Awake ye muses nine, sing me a strain divine, / Unwind the solemn twine, and tie my Valentine!" she said in her earliest known poem, dated March 4, 1850. It was published in Springfield Daily Republican in 1852.

The style of her first efforts was fairly conventional, but after years of practice she began to give room for experiments. Often written in the metre of hymns, her poems dealt not only with issues of death, faith and immortality, but with nature, domesticity, and the power and limits of language. From c.1858 Dickinson assembled many of her poems in packets of 'fascicles', which she bound herself with needle and thread. A selection of these poems appeared in 1890.

In 1862 Dickinson started her life long correspondence and friendship with Thomas Wentworth Higginson (1823-1911), a writer and reformer, who commanded during the Civil War the first troop of African-American soldiers. Higginson later published Army Life in a Black Regiment in 1870. On of the four poems he received from Dickinson was the famous 'Safe in their Alabaster Chambers.'

::: There's Been a Death in the Opposite House :::

by Emily Dickinson

There's been a death in the opposite house
As lately as today.
I know it by the numb look
Such houses have alway.
The neighbours rustle in and out,
The doctor drives away.
A window opens like a pod,
Abrupt, mechanically;

Somebody flings a mattress out, -
The children hurry by;
They wonder if It died on that, -
I used to when a boy.

The minister goes stiffly in
As if the house were his,
And he owned all the mourners now,
And little boys besides;

And then the milliner, and the man
Of the appalling trade,
To take the measure of the house.
There'll be that dark parade

Of tassels and of coaches soon;
It's easy as a sign, -
The intuition of the news
In just a country town.

Monster Me

p/s: think my lil brother will sure wants to buy me with this cute evil shirt. gaga.

I think I’m a monster. There’s monster that has transposed his/her existence to my entire character. I find it totally weird by saying this but this is the fact truth. Regardless on what has happening in my family – I got to say that I’m sick, sort of hysterically intolerant to my siblings, especially to the youngest ones. I’d always treated him bad – like he has done on earth an incredible mistake that he can just forget the forgiveness from me. Has this unconditional driven behavior sounds ever happen in your life, somebody’s in your family? Might considerably be. But only to some psychopaths unsub like me, I guess.

Whatever your point of statements is, I appreciated it. I mean, heck I don’t really care about it man! I sincerely think I can overcome that improper behavior like I’d mentioned but again, (there’s surely lots more I don’t intended to tell!) it’s the matter of time. But if I really want to solve it then I MUST seriously starts to find ways on how am I going to manage/dissolve kind of problem I suffered.

How does it feel to be like trapped in your own created world?

Laws & Statues

it clearly knows that i am never interested inlearning i mean like to digging in darn details about laws or whatever things involving with it. Laws was undoubtedly been practising like from past several decades and there's thousand proofs also that been shown in portraying how important the law is. but in order to keeps the right track throughout the life of a man it was rather hard to works/prove on what's actually right thing instead of just saying what is right/wrong . so that's the major function of having law in our life i guess.

i'm currently doing the episodic synopsis of 17-20 of Rashid & Co whish is then i think was the toughest episodes/part of this drama series. Richard has stressed out to do some environmental/illegal logging case throughout these (4) continuous episodes. i'm working on it now and so i do, really do hope Richard & Sharlyza would like the idea as i've dicussed this interesting case together with Kak Liza (my ED)

Associating Your Thoughts

FYI i'm the one who just loved to put up likely an illustration initially before i started writing on my blog. the reason i'm doing this is just because i myself considered it(that paricular random picked illustration) as the picture of my sincere expression. i realized it does not necessarily fits into real situation but let just leave it that way - my way of associating graphic with thoughts. duh! what did i had blurbed about...? nvm i'm about to starts working on my job as usual, so later!

A Complete Unfairness Part I

It's Saturday night and hell yeah..i'm just done watch Project Runway Malaysia nearly 11p.m at this nite. all i can say is pathetic. i'm kind of shocked and dramatically suprised to see it was Nurita Harith who finally has to goes off this week. i think all the loyal viewers and left designers would definitely thought the same as mine.

truth is again, i'm not as stupidly holds a prejudice sense against Mumtaz(which is the one who've still managed to be lived in this competition after some series of tragic The-Worst-Two more than 5 times, i guess!)i'm neither fan of Nurita Harith but i do think she has a very attitude sense in fashion yet it's too early to see that she has already out of this intense competition. it was hurts to Nurita itself, for sure because she had to lose her future precious chance over duh Mumtaz..but yeah I know the journey of Nurita Harith in becoming next big Malaysia fashion designer would not simply just fade away though we no longer sees her in Project Runway Malaysia TV screen. all in all i wish Nurita a very best of luck in her future designs ahead. anyways, i'm waiting to see her aesthetic designs efforts someday then.

tomorrow is sure NO wasted-playing time after i've been just lazying all around today. dear God, please grant me with the WILL, DETERMINATION and SPIRIT as i need to finish my wholesome R&Co scripts. erghh!!

National Day

Happy 50th of Malaysia Independent Day!!

Dusk and Summer (Stolen)

Stolen by Dashboard Confessional

You watch the season pull up its own stage
And catch the last weekend
Of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced
Another sun soaked season
Fades away

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

Invitation only, grand farewells
Crash the best one
Of the best ones
Clear liqour and
Cloudy eye
Too early to say goodnight

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

And from the bottle flow, we are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams are sure
And we all will sleep well
We'll sleep well

You have stolen
You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart

I watch you spin around
In the highest heels
You are the best one
Of the best ones
We all look like we feel

You have stolen my
You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart

Help Me Doing This Illegal Logging Case, Please!

p/s: this above illustration is only half part related to my current task.

the heading line would finely turns to a funniest joke of the year - i guess! because i just don't get it..but yes it was, i'm currently strived to understands laws and statues kind of things. i'm totally aware to the fact it might sounds like a circle of new learning to me but somehow or rather again i'm no mood in doing it. but man..i really have to do this. tomorrow is a holiday; Malaysia 50th Independent Day means we got a special weekend of 3 days..well2

got to see you again late this day but as for now i need to rush with these bundle of things!!later!