i hate to put things..chronologically because it made feel like i've been ordered to do something pressured. whatever it means..today is just like any other day..woke up before an early dawn in the morning, help mum in handling her business..drank mild coffee..ran to the toilet soon after..hehe and get myself prepared before i finally off to work. well seems i just had to put things as it supposed to. i think i've suffered a syndrome of err i dunno how im gonna say it but its like things i've done are always opposited with what i might have been thinking of before. it just that..happened and im confused. at the end its so well indifferent n im sick of myself. duh so kid alike. i got to be honest with myself as my English wasn't as perfect i wanted it to be but i am not shame in giving myself a try for every single chance being offered. im always less confident with watever..i dunno how im gonna resolve this kinda self-prob. whenever i stucked what i did are just begging myself to face it and try to forget right after its over. yeah..dat sucks and its kept ruined my mind.
this morning once i read a late Star newspaper, i found out my bisex nu interest was Rinko Kikuchi, she's a cute Japanese girl who plays Chieko a deaf-mute promiscuous girl in a movie Babel. she's kinda unkown by her most native Japan yet has been nominated for an Oscars. im not gonna reviewed the whole repeated stories as medias have done it like hell times. i just like her face and the way she isnt smiled at people, the way she stared- was deep and helplessly innocent. truth is i am not yet watch the movie though im hell wanted to..i dunno there's so many other important things to do n watch movie is often last in my to do thing list.
yes, i loved Japan girls because they are mostly eccentric in their blushed cheek. naturally wild and spontaneous in fast reaction to opposite sex. japan girls are so unique and attractive, to me though.
another screen character i had crushed with is one that are rough, edgy and spunky cast in Nana, another best-selling tv series in Japan. duh i'm totally forgot her real/cast name..however this doesnt mean that i simply pretending like i was so much fake like the girl but truth is dat is. the whole typical story might have been forgotten but it is her dat put a life in it.
okay..seems it just so closed to 6pm and dats my favourite time awaits to punch out. anyhow i still have so much left to be tell off so just wait for tomorrow as i'll be online n blog in myself...well2
