National Day

Happy 50th of Malaysia Independent Day!!

Dusk and Summer (Stolen)

Stolen by Dashboard Confessional

You watch the season pull up its own stage
And catch the last weekend
Of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced
Another sun soaked season
Fades away

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

Invitation only, grand farewells
Crash the best one
Of the best ones
Clear liqour and
Cloudy eye
Too early to say goodnight

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

And from the bottle flow, we are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams are sure
And we all will sleep well
We'll sleep well

You have stolen
You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart

I watch you spin around
In the highest heels
You are the best one
Of the best ones
We all look like we feel

You have stolen my
You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart

Help Me Doing This Illegal Logging Case, Please!

p/s: this above illustration is only half part related to my current task.

the heading line would finely turns to a funniest joke of the year - i guess! because i just don't get it..but yes it was, i'm currently strived to understands laws and statues kind of things. i'm totally aware to the fact it might sounds like a circle of new learning to me but somehow or rather again i'm no mood in doing it. but man..i really have to do this. tomorrow is a holiday; Malaysia 50th Independent Day means we got a special weekend of 3 days..well2

got to see you again late this day but as for now i need to rush with these bundle of things!!later!

Oh-So Tragic Moment

right now i'm working on some minor amendments throughout 1-12 Rashid & Co submitted scripts. it was actually been amended already but yeah as always; after the discussion that i had with the producers and director at Gita Bayu, the director Faisol has urged me to still put into bit more adjustment into some of the characters' dialogues. of course i can do that..but again, it's the matter of TIME man!!i'm running out of time to do the thesis an my other half to work on Rashid & Co..can you imagine?

fact is, i actually have no problem with myself as i'd be given multiple of tasks. it just i'm worried on what were the outcome will be like? for the situation like this, there's no joke - i have to go like TOTALLY doing this things and what not.

duh..just stop talking about this issue lar. i'm sick of repeating the same current hell situation that i've got into. i ridiculously hope that this script making torturement would be ove like tomorrow and so i can put my main concern on my thesis. to be honest, i am a stupid in handling research thesis kind of thing. my tendency is creativity but at this point of time i would just worried..i have to put the ultimate determination into this hell thing.

2 Days before Malaysia 50th Independent Day

::: our family's 2D animation favourite - My Neighbor Totoro

this morning i had an argument with my brother. it was however because of a simple thing - okay, a simple acceptable mistake i had done yet he claimed i was on earth totally wrong of doing it, of course i won't be telling the issue here because it's the fact a nut for me to let it be wrote in my blog, haha. truth is i'd often confused with my brother point of thinking, there is usually, often a simple problem occured in between us yet he still wants to bring the small2 issue into a very complicated things. i just don't get it somehow to the point of what's up with you, bro? do you really wants this crappy-crappy kind of things like ruins our relationship? do you really want to take things this way? yeah. if its the such happened, i used to feel very bad to myself and somewhat forceful to act like i'm so an understood elder sister to my siblings.

my wish for christmas this year(do i really celebrate a christmas? well2? is to pray that maybe one day those my immature younger brother and sister would have change to have more realistic thinking & to become a person not only to themselves but to me as their eldest and family as well. whatever the things are, life's like this and since we are family; i'm not as holding a grudge or whatever ridiculous dissatisfaction towards them. it was maybe my behavior of intolerant and less friendly to everyone but you know myself better as a sister who would sacrifice everything in this world if that can make us happy and thus guarantee the harmony in our beloved family.

p/s: the next THREE (3) weeks will be as hell of like endless job-doings!!

Life as A Scripwriter

::: avant-garde creations by Melinda Looi :::

today's schedule is i am going to Seri Kembangan with all Asia Media Content crews production. the plan is as rashid & Co drama series will be running off for shooting within this week and I guess there we have it - all the director, producers, scriptwriters (me & kak Liza; storyline)production managers, actors & actresses etc etc shall sit together to talk about one final discussion. i've got no feeling now as i'm still uncertain on what i'm going to do next, but yeah my part is only to continue prepare with another continuous scripts of the whole story. hell, yeah.

Kak Zah, Lazizah has informed the meeting arrangement should be at 1 p.m at AMC and so i think i need to get off to Phileo Damansara by the latest 12.30 p.m well2. the question is who's going to drop me off at AMC? kak liza has out with kye to accompany Ezad for having an interview in where ever the place is. so i'm calculating on the possibility of Chad-most probably! who need to fly me over..right?

ohh excuse me, think i have to go to toilet. can't hold ít' anymore..thehee..marilinda..Marilinda!

My Eccentric Likes & Tastes

I am rebellious, cold-hearted, dirty-minded, edgy, unorthodox and rock & roll and so my fashion driving sense are rather built from these lists of variances plus the motives of poetry, rainess, turbulent life and a lonely song. I don't see myself as either unique or different. people are just loved to put the label on.

by the time now, it's still another an hour before i shall rush back home and gets with my favourite cup of coffee. of course i can have it by now, but i hates for being like a minute in each place and hurrying for finally a helpless things doing. so that's it. i will just write on my blog late at this day - there's actually lots of things i want to share with but as usual i'm always doubt and feels rather cluttered of the words i should be saying. it's pathetic right, to see a girl on her age of 23 is still having a problem of plotting her says in way matured and organized.

But that was me, a person who is knew by her disorganized and unfinished words/works -but I rarely unfinished my jobe doing-lah! my friend had informed me that she has just handed my proposal to the second examiner which is now has worried me a lot. fact is i really feel uncomfortable now because i seems had the guts that something bad wiil turn on yet i'm just clueless what is supposed to be the thing -its either because of my work at the office/ the proposal?..so all i have to do is just pray for my luck some more then. ohh God, i couldn't afford to take anymore mistakes regarding my proposal then..please, please..

in previous minutes while i'm writing on, one of my office mate has offered me to get a break with right my favourite coffee downsttairs at mamak's cafe but sure i'd just refused. hell yeah, i'm not in the mood.


::: My favourite labels are from Vivienne Westwood/Alexander McQ/Chanel/Moschino/Melinda Looi/L.A.M.B

::: My favourite scents are from Burberry for Women/Anna Sui Dolly Girl/Kingdom from Alex McQ

:::: My favourite handbags are from Burberry/Frankie Morello/Lulu Guinness/LeSportSac

The Period of Living Vicariously

It’s not really an issue to see the environment in the office today is tense, I can feel it as indirectly because everybody seems to- as usual, rather pretending and talk behind somebody’s back instead of blurting out those dissatisfaction way front her/his face. Why that had to be so?

My practical training will end by mid of next month (September) yet I still have another bunch of scripts job needs to be done. I’m initially been assigned to do the scripts and so it is my responsibility to handle the job all over though I’m no longer be in this company right? No doubt. But my huge fears as now is, my submitted proposal- fear of being rejected and insufficient time of finishing lots other requirement works regarding proposal, questionnaire, SPSS kinda thing and etc etc. help..

I think, these are the reasons on why I’ve got headache at the moment. Later in the day I will post so me more today’s updates so let’s up for lunch, big tummy! Fuck.

Playing Kite And Some Clueless Mistake In Designing Cloth For A Competition

::: YUCHI from Taiwanese London-based designer Ivan

these past 2 days been so much excitement. okay, well my brother and I have finally been doing something really an outdoor activity - we were playing kite at Metropolitan Park, Kepong! doesn't it sounds interesting? it was to me though =p

ppl whom haven't hold an interest into this kind of activity are totally have no idea to the ultimate pleasurement of letting the kite flying up high...it was it. this weekend moment of mine. enough.

friday nite was unexpected - i mean one of my favorite designer from Project Runway Malaysia which is Jezzmin falls into the bottom 2 which once she and Khairi have been nominated as '"The-Weekend-Worst-Design-Item" truth is she hadn't been doing like rubbish design as past previous week compared to the indian one and Fitri's (i don't even want to know what was his sincere inspiration of designing, though!) God please! he thinks he got so-well damn taste which i think, yurk? can you (Fitri) once falls into the bottom 2 instead of jezzmin then, right?

okay, nvm..it what was my personal thought, but hell yeah Jezzmin was once got into the trouble as her outer outfit that night was rather clueless and on-earth unmatchable to the whole design theme..my fears has interjects once I saw she's making the outer bolero and there yeah, the bolero was initially musn't came onto her scope of her creative idea. but anyway, thank God because Khairi then has done something rather worst and unforgiven concept of troubling the colour concept of songket which judges then finally agreed to spare some more chance for Jezzmin to still be in the next round of competition..she must be lucky as the guest judge which is Faisol Abdullah has shown some niche interest to her, Jezzmin as the next future caliber designer..well2

seems i had enough for today..get to see you diary for tomorrow..end.

Wish I Could Have Piece of Cosa Nostra from Jeffrey Sebelia

It’s been awhile as I haven’t posts any updates for what I’ve been up to. Yes, I’ve been busy like everybody else - job multi-tasks, scripts as well my thesis which is on the fucking way need to be done. Thing that has confused me recently was my advisor inability to responds her students regarding the draft proposal which once we have attached her with – what I mean is that me and my friends have text, calling for hell times, and hell e-mailing her but unfortunate she might like thousand more busy than a normal working person. I got so frustrated because in order to pursuit with the questionnaire designation, research proposal kind of things etc we need to have the proposal approved by her first so it’s sad that we were only group of pathetic student who have to just wait/hope and waiting for whichever time-lah it will happen. So funny.

Actually, it the draft was just simple thing but the procrastination symptom which has always troubles us into lots bigger trouble, don’t you think?

Well. What I am doing for today is revising my log book report – which has nothing to do with my official work task, it’s for my advisor evaluation purpose. It’s a book where I’ve to declare any official task I have done through the book. Truth is I am yet write any and so I left wondering when I ought to write those damn things. Duh! I’m sure I have to finish the things, shortly!

Hey..I’ve just got back from stationary centre to do some stuff. FYI, I’m not yet having a lunch, actually I don’t really feel hungry it just I’m bored for left stood at my seat and writing this blog. Usually I must got stressed with the scripts-making process but today, I would say that I can play my time do something instead of the scripts, duh. It’s not that I’m free though; it may sound like but never was.

When will these movies be screening in Malaysia? – Marie Antoinette, Sweeney Todd & 30 Days of Night..ohh well maybe I have to go get a dvd right?