::: our family's 2D animation favourite - My Neighbor Totoro
this morning i had an argument with my brother. it was however because of a simple thing - okay, a simple acceptable mistake i had done yet he claimed i was on earth totally wrong of doing it, of course i won't be telling the issue here because it's the fact a nut for me to let it be wrote in my blog, haha. truth is i'd often confused with my brother point of thinking, there is usually, often a simple problem occured in between us yet he still wants to bring the small2 issue into a very complicated things. i just don't get it somehow to the point of what's up with you, bro? do you really wants this crappy-crappy kind of things like ruins our relationship? do you really want to take things this way? yeah. if its the such happened, i used to feel very bad to myself and somewhat forceful to act like i'm so an understood elder sister to my siblings.
my wish for christmas this year(do i really celebrate a christmas? well2? is to pray that maybe one day those my immature younger brother and sister would have change to have more realistic thinking & to become a person not only to themselves but to me as their eldest and family as well. whatever the things are, life's like this and since we are family; i'm not as holding a grudge or whatever ridiculous dissatisfaction towards them. it was maybe my behavior of intolerant and less friendly to everyone but you know myself better as a sister who would sacrifice everything in this world if that can make us happy and thus guarantee the harmony in our beloved family.
p/s: the next THREE (3) weeks will be as hell of like endless job-doings!!
