what i really wants in life?

im losing my friends and i only had halves of families in me..last time i checked, job were the top priority yet it's still long way to go to get through what i've been dreaming in my entire life...i knew you might thought it was some kind of a pessimist-minded but i kid not and don't give shits..

it's me and the only who gonna handle my very own life. full stop.