what i really wants in life?

im losing my friends and i only had halves of families in me..last time i checked, job were the top priority yet it's still long way to go to get through what i've been dreaming in my entire life...i knew you might thought it was some kind of a pessimist-minded but i kid not and don't give shits..

it's me and the only who gonna handle my very own life. full stop.

network has stabilized after the Christmas

today is my offday and im enjoying my spare time free wifi'ing at Starbucks The Curve, how about that? sounds pretty cool huh? with a great cup of grande Java Chips...i couldnt ask for more.. as for now....

life in a living coffee

ate roti canai n iced coffee..ahh so relieved.

your dream body?

what??!! a dream body? i am not even close to it! all i'd gained is constantly fat and calories..fuck.

life is like a theatre

last night i had this another worst version of quarrel with mom again..it's always about 'this' stink issue that were likely unavoidable in our entire life.

how should i say - its a family problem and maybe im just having my incoming period symptom that i seems lost my ultimate angst. if not i was sure the baddest daughter in this whole world...

just imagine that.

what do you think of heavy supper?

it sure put pounds of fat over your plumpy body - shit! but it obviously what happens now. i've ordered curry me but the fact i was damn attracted to my sister nasi ayam rendang, damn again! i should have ordered that menu but quick fats and calories make me chosed some curry dish instead..oh my my

okay let me just enjoy this meal first okay.

caffeine is overrated

i knew drugs is danger and the fact caffeine could do more worse but i just can't resists that. my life is in it i mean sum up of my total driven energy. okay caffeine is really a boring issue to talk to. night.