what i really wants in life?

im losing my friends and i only had halves of families in me..last time i checked, job were the top priority yet it's still long way to go to get through what i've been dreaming in my entire life...i knew you might thought it was some kind of a pessimist-minded but i kid not and don't give shits..

it's me and the only who gonna handle my very own life. full stop.

network has stabilized after the Christmas

today is my offday and im enjoying my spare time free wifi'ing at Starbucks The Curve, how about that? sounds pretty cool huh? with a great cup of grande Java Chips...i couldnt ask for more.. as for now....

life in a living coffee

ate roti canai n iced coffee..ahh so relieved.

your dream body?

what??!! a dream body? i am not even close to it! all i'd gained is constantly fat and calories..fuck.

life is like a theatre

last night i had this another worst version of quarrel with mom again..it's always about 'this' stink issue that were likely unavoidable in our entire life.

how should i say - its a family problem and maybe im just having my incoming period symptom that i seems lost my ultimate angst. if not i was sure the baddest daughter in this whole world...

just imagine that.

what do you think of heavy supper?

it sure put pounds of fat over your plumpy body - shit! but it obviously what happens now. i've ordered curry me but the fact i was damn attracted to my sister nasi ayam rendang, damn again! i should have ordered that menu but quick fats and calories make me chosed some curry dish instead..oh my my

okay let me just enjoy this meal first okay.

caffeine is overrated

i knew drugs is danger and the fact caffeine could do more worse but i just can't resists that. my life is in it i mean sum up of my total driven energy. okay caffeine is really a boring issue to talk to. night.

new accompany. wink.

yes, i know Nokia 5200 is so yesterday but happy enough to tell you that I just bought it last week.

April 10th is just like another bored day of mine

its been damn awhile since i have not posting. that's i would say my other self-prob of easily got boring in whatever im doing(what ashamed this problem does sort related to my real situation!)nah!!! I'm in cc surfing and downloading as what i'd often do whenever i got the chance to get connected with fucking internet.yeah..

i went to Tesco today as the matter of a complete purchasing the Samsung TV set but the damn fucking policy of Tesco irritates me lot! I'd be informed the day then that the delivery will only be on Monday & Thursday but then a shitty staff has came across to tell me that today's on duty driver suddenly had an emergency. i can sure understand but where the heck could there be any replacement driver then? shit head also informed me the ordering should be made earlier than the delivery as these 2 transaction cannot be done at the same day, can u believe that?! how on earth could this kind of fucking mess be found..as shame at Tesco. my my

the initial reason why i'm stressing this unhappy expression is because everyone at home were like any of time waiting for the coming of new TV as our old ones had troubled us a lot e.g unadjusted sounds, unclear views etc etc which pulled mom to sort of desperately wanted any kind of bullshit electrical brand like Tagwoo-Made of Malaysia? hell i dunno! it's mom weaknesses of following her whatever guts that led her to the permanent type of problem(like what happened to me because of fucking old man!)fuck fuck fuck!

nevertheless, i had sorted out this TV problem as i will come to tesco today to settle all the transaction n hopefully there be delivery on saturdat as what shitty head had promised me to!!!