Nouvo MX Nouvo LC Nouvo S

yeah...

it is nearly POSSIBLE that i'll end up with Nouvo S. what??im totally fine with it btw(i swear)at least i finally got this darling with my own money rit? but truth is it will officially transfer out by latest this Monday so still,still need to have bundle of patient to wait..y'know birocracy.. nvm!

thats all for now i guess..its already 5.16 wee morning and im not planning to sleep anyway but have something to do for sure

till then

some kids are so fucked up

it's gonna be few days more before all of these 'org kuat' CBTL Curve will be resigning which are Jean n Suzy. i really not ready n actually will force them not to if i could. im not into writing blog today looking at this fucking smelly messed up situation so blah

Gourmet was far easier than beverage station

no doubt it was but no excuses i can makes mistakes in handling beverages..not any more. remember V is gonna tests me very soon n i am yet completing my learning jurnal so when are u gonna do that janet? my reciprocative attitude is killing me!!fuckk!! no way..i really have to fill those jurnal as late as tomorrow or else there's b bunch works or even worse mistakes(can't afford to do such, obviously!) so u need to help yourself, janet..state your mind, don't b fooled, only strong & skillful person will survive in this war!! remember!remember!said it twice!!

screwed?

Janet, by all means please stay calm and don't screw yourself front of the manager!!please!!!

Training and life as a barista

I had passes the IBC/BREW/E&B training at CBTL HQ so I am now an officially team member of CB stands for Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf. It means that I've to work harder and really show offs in terms of my skills of doing drinks, gourmet and especially in serving CB loyal(new) customers yes because they deserves as the saying "Simply The Best!" hehe sounds kinda over excited and you may say "it's not words, it's the skills who do the talking" and so I'll prove myself! Fiona, the trainer have even notified me perform during the training and i like to say that she has holds this good impression on me, she knew i had this intention to work longer(Full Time) with CB and thus i must be SHINE enough to convince her that i really wanted this job and be able to handle it up to the standard level. The Curve outlet have all these proactive and efficient staffs that there's no way I could perform..average. I want to become one of the best barista..I totally mean it!

My Poor Judgements

yes, yes i admitted it I was totally wrong about my sister's pain. it has nothing to do with some nonsense 'bomoh' or anything supernatural..it was actually appendics(or appendix!) not sure which the correct spelling!God..we were totally shocked I mean my whole family. we never thought Baby gonna have that one! it scared us seriously that at the midnight of Jan 7 she had sent to HKL as in sort of an emergency case..i knew appendix were not kind of very critical deseased that could easily led you to (hate for saying) death..but the moment u knew and take the right action about it would have save next couple years of your life so no kidding..Appendix could do more worse if once it had popped out and you were too late to fix it..so we were lucky enough(Thanks to Allah for everything!) that Baby now in a stabil position after the operation(thanks to doctor as well for doing their job)so yeah
i've just visited her and she seems doing well EXCEPT she cannot do much movement but i knew she is strong girl and she will recover soon enough..just give her some resting times..

O God would you remove the pain away..

its painful to see ur other half(in this case it's my beloved younger sister) suffered this kinda pain. doc has said that it was gastric in other words not some kind of a crucial health prob after all..but we've seen that it less than okay my sister have been doing up untill this moment. she hardly cant sleep and were unable to walk properly..i hate it i cant be any source of help yet what else can we do even doctor cannot be part of a solution..i just had a thought that she may be have to seek a 'bomoh' or 'ustaz' or whatever kind of these traditional way..

its ridiculous i know..but its nothing wrong to try another way out but in very proper/careful way i must say..we shall see the VERY RIGHT person after all isn't it so yeah its what i happen to suggest her just now

Ya Allah..please help us..Amiin..

WTF

i had just typed this posted untill im not sure of which of my fingerhand had buttonned whatever tab that makes all the writing once had gone out of a sudden!!WTF

and the truth im in a total laziness to typing it..again..?

what i really wants in life?

im losing my friends and i only had halves of families in me..last time i checked, job were the top priority yet it's still long way to go to get through what i've been dreaming in my entire life...i knew you might thought it was some kind of a pessimist-minded but i kid not and don't give shits..

it's me and the only who gonna handle my very own life. full stop.

network has stabilized after the Christmas

today is my offday and im enjoying my spare time free wifi'ing at Starbucks The Curve, how about that? sounds pretty cool huh? with a great cup of grande Java Chips...i couldnt ask for more.. as for now....

life in a living coffee

ate roti canai n iced coffee..ahh so relieved.

your dream body?

what??!! a dream body? i am not even close to it! all i'd gained is constantly fat and calories..fuck.

life is like a theatre

last night i had this another worst version of quarrel with mom again..it's always about 'this' stink issue that were likely unavoidable in our entire life.

how should i say - its a family problem and maybe im just having my incoming period symptom that i seems lost my ultimate angst. if not i was sure the baddest daughter in this whole world...

just imagine that.

what do you think of heavy supper?

it sure put pounds of fat over your plumpy body - shit! but it obviously what happens now. i've ordered curry me but the fact i was damn attracted to my sister nasi ayam rendang, damn again! i should have ordered that menu but quick fats and calories make me chosed some curry dish instead..oh my my

okay let me just enjoy this meal first okay.

caffeine is overrated

i knew drugs is danger and the fact caffeine could do more worse but i just can't resists that. my life is in it i mean sum up of my total driven energy. okay caffeine is really a boring issue to talk to. night.

new accompany. wink.

yes, i know Nokia 5200 is so yesterday but happy enough to tell you that I just bought it last week.

April 10th is just like another bored day of mine

its been damn awhile since i have not posting. that's i would say my other self-prob of easily got boring in whatever im doing(what ashamed this problem does sort related to my real situation!)nah!!! I'm in cc surfing and downloading as what i'd often do whenever i got the chance to get connected with fucking internet.yeah..

i went to Tesco today as the matter of a complete purchasing the Samsung TV set but the damn fucking policy of Tesco irritates me lot! I'd be informed the day then that the delivery will only be on Monday & Thursday but then a shitty staff has came across to tell me that today's on duty driver suddenly had an emergency. i can sure understand but where the heck could there be any replacement driver then? shit head also informed me the ordering should be made earlier than the delivery as these 2 transaction cannot be done at the same day, can u believe that?! how on earth could this kind of fucking mess be found..as shame at Tesco. my my

the initial reason why i'm stressing this unhappy expression is because everyone at home were like any of time waiting for the coming of new TV as our old ones had troubled us a lot e.g unadjusted sounds, unclear views etc etc which pulled mom to sort of desperately wanted any kind of bullshit electrical brand like Tagwoo-Made of Malaysia? hell i dunno! it's mom weaknesses of following her whatever guts that led her to the permanent type of problem(like what happened to me because of fucking old man!)fuck fuck fuck!

nevertheless, i had sorted out this TV problem as i will come to tesco today to settle all the transaction n hopefully there be delivery on saturdat as what shitty head had promised me to!!!

My Other Addiction Is Matthew Gray Gubler

Love Gube! He's super intelectually hot & sexy!! definitely as Dr Spencer Reid in awesome series of Criminal Minds..

Matthew Gray Gubler was born on March 9, 1980 in Las Vegas, Nevada. Aside from being an actor, he is also a director, sketch artist and a former fashion model. His 6"1 stance landed him a spot with DNA Model Management, Tommy Hilfiger and many fashion designers. Apparently, his youth did not become a hindrance for him to direct such projects like The Cactus That Looked Just Like a Man, Matthew Gray Gubler's Life Aquatic Intern, and Dead or Retarded. Presently, he is part of the television show Criminal Minds where he plays Spencer Reid.

Special Agent Spencer Reid is amazingly brilliant. He graduated high school at the age of 12 and acquired a triple PhD at the age of 25. He usually helps the team by working on statistics and spotting complex patterns. He also serves as the group's handwriting analyst.

Criminal Minds 2 : Revelations

Glad to say that I managed to finish both Part I & II of Criminal Minds 2 for the Revelations episode. It was totally exhilarating to see each moment of suspension, the unconditional behavior, a determined psychopath as well my very own Dr Spencer Reid and his team struggled to meet the heartless of 3 split personality killer – Raphael/Tobias/his father vision of ‘cleaning up’ the Sinners (those who’ve previously been murdered).

This continuous 2 episodes has successfully linked audiences’ mind-reading character as well the edge flow of the whole storyline. I really loved everything about this series – the characters, the evils, the issue and of course Matthew Gray Gubler!

Look forward to see the next magic episode of it.

See you on Monday 8TV at 9.30 PM!

This series is totally tubular. wink.

A Complete Unfairness Part II

Tonight is gonna be PRM whichever episode I could not remember. But this time would be totally different to me because Jezmine has no longer in this tough and inconsistent kind of type of competition I guess. I think most viewers would have to agree with me because Jezmine is really talented and her quirkiness is different than just other upcoming designers to-be reviewed. What I must say is, this quite true that PRM is about to lose its charmed since the 2 huge potential designers like Nurita & Jezmine were already out more earlier than they are supposed to which again I think is totally unfair and unaccepted. But as what does the so-called CANDIDATE of high fashion designer‘s Fitri said, “what to do, it’s fated, so move ahead” yeah, correct, but with my gut for tonight show, I believe Fitri could be the next nominated bottom 2 of Worst Designer. I might sound bitch but there’s no surprise if such thing happens – I bet and can’t wait to see the drama. (Dear God – please let go off Fitri’s good fate tonite..hahaha – I don’t care if I am the evil, who would then. God please!)